.Sunday, 28 September 2008 ' 9/28/2008 11:24:00 pm Y
May The Purity Of Evil Have Mercy On Your ROTTEN Souls
Hey guys....
so tis is wat u get wen lessons in sch get reali borink,dry n draggy...
u SLEEP !!!!!....
Juz can't stand the sch schedule nowadays...
its like ur studyink in a lecture theathre...n juz listen those craps....
So...went to study wif shai today at 12pm till ard 3pm...
i taught her maths n some chemistry...
i can't reali teach her chem...bcoz i myself sucks at science...sori shai !
well...she was quite good at chem...especially balancing equation...
almost got all right !...yeah..gud job...
Soon...she needed my help again in maths...
we went through vectors n some formulas....to memorise...
well...shai did quite well enough wif my assistance...
n i hope u've learnt from it k..!
i noe u can do it...it juz takes time...
Adding on...as there were some breaks in between...
we had some chats...talked bout goink to poly n all dat stuffs...
shared our views on wat's up fer our future etc.....
Not long enough...our studyink session ended....
i hope i've reali helped u...
Now...juz came back from bazaar w my family....
honestly speaking...i reali reali hate the place....
too overcrowded plus all those unnecessary noises n crap stuffs...u noe wat i mean
hmm...went there to buy Hari Raya costumes...
A lot of varities to choose from...can't make up my mind....
But finally i bought tis particularly one...
it has an Indonesian instinct to it....
As my other family members had bought their costumes....
we quickly headed home...
We decided to take a train to bedok int instead....
bcos taking a bus to get home is reali troublesome.....
especially wen dere r alot of ppl waiting at the bus stop wif their humongous shoppink bags..
Ard half an hour later...we got home....
As Ramadhan comes to an end...Hari Raya soon comes....
everi muslim in the world will celebrate this joyous occassion...
but fer mie...i can't reali enjoy dat much though....
coz o lvls r juz ard 2 weeks away...
cant afford to slack n play around...esp wen my prelims r extraordinary bad... !!
so...i reali need to buck up....
till here then...
take care..bye
When The Flame Returns
.,;" ReeN Di'AnnO ";,.
.Friday, 26 September 2008 ' 9/26/2008 11:58:00 pm Y
May The Purity Of Evil Have Mercy On Your ROTTEN Souls
While waiting fer food Earthquake Ice-cream !!! Cherry-Nosey
Yummy yum-yum !!
Hey again...
went to break fast wif Harith,Iqbal,Haziq,Shahidah,Aqilah and Cikgu Khatijah
But we break fast at no ordinary place....
guess wat.....it's at Swensen's !!....how cool is dat yeah !
Cikgu treat all of us...how kind of her...tanx Cikgu !!!
Yeah...we ordered quite a hefty amount of food....
Each ordered a meal n a veri delicious drink...yummy !
N ordered a scrumptious n mouth-watering Earthquake Ice-cream....
Satisfaction guranteed !!.....Had a great tyme aft so long nvr eat at Swensen's....
We talked n had a good tyme together...had many jokes n laughs...
n we even make Cikgu laugh n join in our jokes...
Rarely can u see Cikgu laughing n not be soo serious....haha
After finish eating...the bill finally came...
All of us expect the bill to be a veri huge amount...n it is !
The total bill was around $140....can't u believe it !
it means dat each person ate about $20 of food....
Sori Cikgu if we used up a lot of ur money...
but she said dat it was ok....as she seldom treat her students....
Tanx again Cikgu....
Soon...Cikgu n all of us went our separate ways....
Cikgu went home....while my frens went to bazaar...
Met up wif Syahid at Tampines Mcd....
n soon headed off to bazaar....
wat a reali crowded place...u cud hardly move...
As Hari Raya is drawing near...all of the stuffs were half-priced...
Many things were on sale...n ppl were eagerly n pushing ard juz to get dem....
i juz hate ppl who like to push others...soo irritating....
We walked n walked n surveyed the food n Hari Raya costumes there....
How attractive n nice the costumes were...n im cravink fer tis Punjabi...soo nice yeah !..
Hope i'll get it by the end of tis week...
Aft soo much walking..all of us decided to take a breather...
n soo we rested near Singapore Post...
Unfortunately...there were also many ppl there...
but finally we managed to find a place to rest....
As night was getting older...all of us felt tired n worned out...n decided to go home...
soo..we headed to Eunos Interchange...n finally reached home..
What a tiring dae fer mie...
Didn't rest from 8 in the morning...
Had normal sch from 8-12.30....den go to Friday prayers...
aft dat..went back straight to sch fer physics n malay remedial..frm 2.30-5....
Soon i quickly get home n had a quick shower...n went out again...
to mit my frens n Cikgu to break fast....
Finally aft breaking fast...went to bazaar...
Wat a contented day fer mie...
Im feelink reali weak n tired rite now....
N life fer mie is juz not getting any better...
wen will all of this end fer mie?....
only time will tell...
till here then..
take care
.,;" ReeN Di'AnnO ",.
.Thursday, 25 September 2008 ' 9/25/2008 11:01:00 pm Y
May The Purity Of Evil Have Mercy On Your ROTTEN Souls
How more complicated can life be?hmm...well sometimes it happens...Sometimes u can look into the mirror n see ur own self....The same physical body....n all datBut is dat reali urself in the mirror ?...Onli God knows....Sometimes u can feel deeply within urself...dat u r not actually reali urself wen u reflect on urself....Somehow u feel strange n something is not right...Is this a sign of change?......Or the other side of u ?......I juz dun noe why i felt tis way....Is it a lesson?....hmm....or issit juz part of the life-cycle where we constantly change ?....it's juz soo complicated n miserableLife's juz been reali down fer mie...How much worse can it get......Well....taught shai n frens maths aft sch....Had some laughs here and there...N some some brain-cracking moments...Sori to u all if i've made some mistakes...coz i've alreadi given my best....i reali hope u will benefit frm my help....i noe u can do well....juz kip on practicing kaes...till here then...take care .,;" ReeN Di'AnnO ";,.
.Wednesday, 24 September 2008 ' 9/24/2008 11:25:00 pm Y
May The Purity Of Evil Have Mercy On Your ROTTEN Souls
Racial Harmony Day '07
Saket Crew
I can still remember vividly those times i had wif dem..
Wat a memorable n unforgettable experience....
Those were the daes where all of us stood by each together wen we're in need...
Dat's wat i called true friends....
We shared laughters n go thru tough times together....
Like wat ppl sae " All for One n One fer All "
Our bonding were so strong dat we r juz soo unseparable..
How i wish we cud get together like before...
I juz miss the being in the Saket Crew...a group if frens full n joy...
Although we dun haf much in common except fer music....
we get along pretty well....
Almost everidae hangout aft sch...n go out even in one group....
Those were the vest daes of my lyfe...!
Even though some misunfortunate events happen to cause us to separate...
we still remained close frens till todae n perhaps forever...
the bestest ever frens to haf n accompany u in any way....
juz wanna wish all of u guys gud luck in ur life aites !
till here then...'take care
.,;" ReeN Di'AnnO ";,.
.Monday, 22 September 2008 ' 9/22/2008 10:42:00 pm Y
May The Purity Of Evil Have Mercy On Your ROTTEN Souls
Dat's what they called it....
life all in shatters....
all the hopes n dreams r all gone..juz like dat..
u noe sometimes..we haf to experience it...
can't run away from it...
maybe its a lesson from God..
maybe to change fer the better...
Onli God noes wat i've been through all tis while...
i juz dun haf wat it takes to b strong like before...
I can b hapi n seem excited n all on the outside...
but u wun reali noe wats reali happenink on the inside..
i juz kept tinking of it everi dae....
n even experince sleepless nights...
wat does tis reali mean altogether ?
wat is the real meaning of all this ?
Some questions juz dun haf the answers to it...
till here then....
8 more daes to Hari Raya n countink...
take gud care
.,;" ReeN Di'AnnO ";,.
.Sunday, 21 September 2008 ' 9/21/2008 10:36:00 pm Y
May The Purity Of Evil Have Mercy On Your ROTTEN Souls
hey...well...break my fast todae at Miss Haida's house...most of the 5A malays were there..wif some of the teachers...sadly..Mr Saiful n Mr Razali can't make it coz dey had some issues...so...plan to mit at her house early to get ready n all dat..but ended up arriving late...hahaonli the girls came earli n unfortunately had to make all the things readi...tanx a lot girls...Had a variety of delicious savouries to eat....the most appetizing was the baked pasta...can't resist it though...aft eating n all dat...all of us chit-chat n watch tv...can't do much coz Miss haida's was quite small...but some of us managed to play pool...the onli diff was dat...the pool table was smaller..but it was quite fun...As everibodi get bored...we decided to take a move...we tanx miss haida n all the other teachers who were there fer comink...So...my life's getting more miserable n down...Juz haf to feel tis wae....i guess all the things dat happen to n around mie are juz fate and destiny....i juz guess i haf to accept the fact...can't do anything about itim juz not gud enough...Y muz all of tis happen ?.....hmm...i guess i juz haf to leave it to the hands of God...onli time will tell....till here then...take care .,;" ReeN Di'AnnO ";,.
.Saturday, 20 September 2008 ' 9/20/2008 04:43:00 am Y
May The Purity Of Evil Have Mercy On Your ROTTEN Souls
If you've got love in your sightsWatch out, love bitesWhen you make love, do you look in the mirror?Who do you think of, does he look like me?Do you tell lies and say that it's foreverDo you think twice or just touch 'n' seeOoh babe oh yeahWhen you're alone do you let goAre you wild 'n' willin' or is it just for showOoh c'monI don't wanna touch you too much baby'Cos makin' love to you might drive me crazyI know you think that love is the way you make itSo I don't wanna be there when you decide to break itNo!Love bites love bleeds - it's bringin' me to my kneesLove lives love dies - it's no surpriseLove begs love pleads - it's what I needWhen I'm with you are you somewhere elseAm I gettin' thru or do you please yourselfWhen you wake up will you walk outIt can't be love if you throw it aboutOoh babeI don't wanna touch you too much baby'Cos makin' love to you might drive me crazyLove bites love bleeds - it's bringin' me to my kneesLove lives love dies - it's no surpriseLove begs love pleads - it's what I needI don't wanna touch you too much baby'Cos makin' love to you might drive me crazyI know you think that love is the way you make itSo I don't wanna be there when you decide to break itNo!Love bites love bleeds - it's bringin' me to my kneesLove lives, love diesLove bites love bleeds - it's bringin' me to my kneesLove lives love dies - it's no surpriseLove begs love pleads - it's what I needIf you've got love in your sightsWatch out, love bites .,;" ReeN Di'AnnO ";,.
.Friday, 19 September 2008 ' 9/19/2008 11:35:00 pm Y
May The Purity Of Evil Have Mercy On Your ROTTEN Souls
Hey once again...
school sucks today...lessons so borink !
slept throughout most of the periods...
no hope in studies animore...coz had poor results fer prelims....
got E8 grades for 4 of my subjects....
which means i failed 4 subjects !!
n onli passed two.....
so much fer not studyink... :(
nvm the results though...
So...went out wif Harith, Syahid n Iqbal aft friday prayers
met Iqbal furst...coz Harith had to accompany Syahid to make "Rock " t-shirt....n it iturned out reali nice !...
costs onli $10....quite cheap though...n worth the printing
Well...Iqbal and I met dem at Suntec coz Harith wanted to
buy some smart clothes fer Hari Raya....
We walked n walked...n surveyed tis one reali interesting shop...
It sell t-shirts wif comic superheroes print on it...
quite stylish...n i am reali cravink fer the Joker's t-shirt...so attractive !
but sadly...the price is also attractive too....
Aft dat..went to Cotton On shop...
first time goink there...sell all kind of clothings n apparel...
good n suitable fer those hu wans to kip updated in fashion...
n i tried one of dem...(picture)...nice right ?...
yeah..i like it...although it may look quite plain to u guys...
n it also costs onli $10....wat a bargain fer a smart clothing like dat !
so..Harith managed to buy the one wif white colour...
Soon after...we headed home..coz goink to break fast oredi...
we took the train n soon went our separate ways...
had a great outink wif u guys! we had some laughs and joke around...
we go out next tyme aites !
till here then take care
.,;" ReeN Di'AnnO ";,.
.Thursday, 18 September 2008 ' 9/18/2008 11:12:00 pm Y
May The Purity Of Evil Have Mercy On Your ROTTEN Souls
A random pic i took in Vietnam ard early january last year
Had a Silat Friendly Competiton with the Vietnamese there....
Can still remember those glory daes of mine...
When i was in tip-top form fer the national team....
Can nvr forget those times and memories...
Made new and lovely frens frm the team....
Although we shed blood and tears, training every single day like hell...
We still stood strong together n strengthen our bond...
Sadly i left the team a few months later due to some politics
in the federation itself...n fer my own good too...
But i cud nvr forget the lessons ive learnt n the new things i've picked up
along the way wen i was in the national team....
Really changed my whole life altogether...
Had a great time wif u fighters yeah...
Well..now...im not as active like during dat glory daes n moments of mine...
All because of my injuries i suffered during competitions n even training itself..
Although i may never get back into Silat fighthing again...i still support
all my frens who r still active though...
I miss fighting in competitions....
IF ONLY i had not suffered dat injury...
i wll be fighting again...
oke..till here then...
tanx again u guys in the team who had supported mie all tis while...
take gud care...
.,;" ReeN Di'AnnO ";,.
.Wednesday, 17 September 2008 ' 9/17/2008 10:51:00 pm Y
May The Purity Of Evil Have Mercy On Your ROTTEN Souls
Wats hapennink to mie now ? i juz dun noe y Life's juz hard fer mie nowadays....
Feelink bad bout myself lately...
Im different now..dats wat the others said bout mie..
I noe dey r all damn worried bout mie..
Sori if i haf to kip it to myself..i hope u guys undrstnd..
Its not dat i wan to add more probs to all of u
But i tink its best if i handle it myself fer now..
Juz dun wan u all to be stress about mie...Sori again if i cnt share my probs wif u guys...I juz haf to be tis way...till here then...take gud care... .,;" ReeN Di'AnnO ";,.
.Monday, 15 September 2008 ' 9/15/2008 05:20:00 pm Y
May The Purity Of Evil Have Mercy On Your ROTTEN Souls
Halo again..nth interesting to talk about todae...juz had a simple n borink dae...well...back to normal school routine once more..will be probably going thru prelim papers fer tis whole week !n i will be expecting some failures in some subjects..but its ok..i noe i deserve dat..soo good fer not studyink..haha !update soon later aites..till here then....take care ! .,;" ReeN Di'AnnO ";,.
.Saturday, 13 September 2008 ' 9/13/2008 11:16:00 pm Y
May The Purity Of Evil Have Mercy On Your ROTTEN Souls
You could have a change of heartIf you would only change your mindInstead of slammin' down the phone, girlFor the hundredth timeI got your number on my wallBut I ain't gonna make that callWhen divided we stand, babyUnited we fallGot the time, got the chance, gonna make itGot your hands on my heart, gonna take itAll I know, I can't fight this flameYou could have a change of heartIf you would only change your mind'Cos I'm crazy 'bout you, babyTime after timeWithout you - one night aloneIs like a year without you, babyDo you have a heart of stone?Without you - can't stop the hurt insideWhen love & hate collideI don't wanna fight no moreI don't know what we're fightin' forWhen we treat each other, babyLike an act of warI could tell a million liesAnd it would come as no surpriseWhen the truth is like a strangerHits you right between the eyesThere's a time and a place and a reasonAnd I know I got a love to believe inAll I know, got to win this timeWithout you - one night aloneIs like a year without babyDo you have a heart of stone?Without you - can't stop the hurt insideWhen love and hate collideYou could have a change of heartIf you would only change your mind'Cos I'm crazy 'bout you, babyCrazy, crazyWithout you - one night aloneIs like a year without babyDo you have a heart of stone?Without you - one night aloneIs like a year without you, babyIf you have a heart at allWithout you - can't stop the hurt insideWhen love and hate collide .,;" ReeN Di'AnnO ";,.
.Thursday, 11 September 2008 ' 9/11/2008 11:07:00 pm Y
May The Purity Of Evil Have Mercy On Your ROTTEN Souls
Hey again..had maths paper 1 todae in the morning...although i didn't study fer it...i tink i had done well enough to pass..hehe !i managed to do most of the questions...eventhough i skipped tis particular one...its about area n perimeter of circles...i forgot the formula..haha ! but its ok...the question only costs mie ard 4-5 marks..not dat muchIn the aft..had to take malay paper...coz i retaking my malay AGAIN !!!tis is the FOURTH time im taking it...haish...u can tell dat my malay is reali weak...the furst two attempts i got C6...n the third one recently i got a C5....but at least im hapi coz i've improved !!!...now im aiming fer at least a B4...nvr got a B grade before in my sec sch life...so getting it will be a gud fer mie (=Aft the paper...lepak wif iqbal, harith,haziq n hafifwe talked about puase n religion...quite scary though if get to know deeper bout it...the consequences of our bad deeds on earth n all dat...haish...how cruel can HELL be...we talked soooo much...didnt realise tyme flies by reali fast...soon...we headed home...So...tmrw is the last dae fer the prelims...at least can rest fer a while..aft a straight week of exams !!need some break...n buck up on my weak points...till here then..take care aites ! .,;" ReeN Di'AnnO ";,.
.Wednesday, 10 September 2008 ' 9/10/2008 11:09:00 pm Y
May The Purity Of Evil Have Mercy On Your ROTTEN Souls
Hello..a 'sleeping' dae fer mie todae..sleep for almost half the day..haha !had chemistry paper in the morning frm 8-9.15.....reached home straight n sleep till 1.45pm.....den muz go back again to sch fer POA paper again from 2.30-3.30so troublesome !..tis sch dun noe how to make exam time-table siaa !!...haish !felt so sleepy while doing the paper... )=aft dat..went home straight again n sleep again !!!haha !!...tis tyme frm 3.45-6.45... :Phaish...i juz dun noe...i felt so tired n weak todae..juz feel soo different todae...i guess i sleep too mach though...well...life fer mie is kinda hard right now...felt so useless...i juz dun noe why...nevertheless...im tryink my best to be patientn solve dem soon enough...till here then...take gud care k .,;" ReeN Di'AnnO ";,.
.Tuesday, 9 September 2008 ' 9/09/2008 10:45:00 pm Y
May The Purity Of Evil Have Mercy On Your ROTTEN Souls
hey...did nth mach todae...had physics n POA paper 1 in the morning...physics was DO-able..while POA..hmmmdidn't understand a single bit though...haha !!In the afternoon..went to study wif Harith n Syahid at Bedok LibraryHarith n i arrived furst...n we talked bout the situation we're in nowwe shared our probs n gave views in settling the matters..we were supposed to mit n study at 3...but in the end....Syahid arrived at 4..he was late..due to some delays... (=yeah..we studied at the second floor...about an hour later..we had no mood to study.. )=so...we decided to tok bout all kinds of stuffs...we laughed n n had in a gud tyme... haha !saw Hanna wif her frens there...but dey were only walking around..dun noe wat dey doink uhs...hmmSo ard 5.15..we decided to go off...coz syahid wanted to buy a kueh called " Som Som" fer breaking fastaccompanied hym to the coffe shop..n soon walked around Bedokbefore going home...Syahid introduced us to tis new Bubble Tea shopsell a lot of stuffs...quite appetizing !haha !...so Harith n i bought a " Waffle chicken"...costs $2.20...we decided to try it out..see how delicious it is...hmmSoon after...we headed home....Hmm...how more complicated n miserable my life could be..haish !Feelink a bit disappointed n down right now...But i'll get over it soon enough...had to focus on exams ! (=till here then...tcr ! Aku hanya ingin kau tahu Besarnya cintaku padamu ,;" ReeN Di'AnnO ";,.
.Monday, 8 September 2008 ' 9/08/2008 05:27:00 pm Y
May The Purity Of Evil Have Mercy On Your ROTTEN Souls
Hey fans of my blog..sori fer another inconvenience caused kaes..decided to change my blogskin..tryink to experiment wif new skins...playink wif different patterns !haha ! TODAY...the start of the prelims..had maths n history paper todae...maths was okae to mie...but history was a BLOODY KILLER paper...source-based were soo hard..n the SEQ were shocking !haha!! BUT i actly deserved that uhs...so mach for not studyink ! :PNow i hope i did my best n pray fer a miracle to happen to help mie pass...Tomorrow havink Physics n POA exams !!i can handle physics...but POA...haishcan't even sae a thing about it...lost interest in it halway thru the year....n didn't even catch uphaha..juz do anihow uh !okies...till here thenbye..tcr !! .,;" ReeN Di'AnnO ";,.