.Thursday, 12 March 2009 ' 3/12/2009 01:38:00 pm Y
May The Purity Of Evil Have Mercy On Your ROTTEN Souls

Wats hapennink to mie now ? i juz dun noe y
Life's juz hard fer mie nowadays....
Feelink bad bout myself lately...
Im different now..dats wat the others said bout mie..
How more complicated can life be?
hmm...well sometimes it happens...
Sometimes u can look into the mirror n see ur own self....
The same physical body....n all dat
But is dat reali urself in the mirror ?...
Onli God knows....
Sometimes u can feel deeply within urself...
dat u r not actually reali urself wen u reflect on urself....
Somehow u feel strange n something is not right...
Is this a sign of change?......
Or the other side of u ?......
I juz dun noe why i felt tis way....
Is it a lesson?....
it's juz soo complicated n miserable
Life's juz been reali down fer mie...
How much worse can it get......
Dat's what they called it....
life all in shatters.... all the hopes n dreams r all gone..
juz like dat.. u noe sometimes..we haf to experience it...
can't run away from it... maybe its a lesson from God..
maybe to change fer the better...
Onli God noes wat i've been through all tis while...
i juz dun haf wat it takes to b strong like before...
I can b hapi n seem excited n all on the outside...
but u wun reali noe wats reali happenink on the inside..
i juz kept tinking of it everi dae....
n even experince sleepless nights...
wat does tis reali mean altogether ?
wat is the real meaning of all this ?
Some questions juz dun haf the answers to it...
SIGH SIGH SIGH
.,;" 3mO-iwAtA KidD ";,.