.Tuesday, 14 July 2009 ' 7/14/2009 02:51:00 pm Y
May The Purity Of Evil Have Mercy On Your ROTTEN Souls

its been nearly a month since i updated this old and rusty blog of minewell, many things happened n changed my life
in fact, the events changed my life alot
many ppl come n go easily in life
u know, like a pit-stop they say
life's been extremely hard fer mie
my band is struggling aft the competition
nvr expect us to be tis wae
some misunderstandings n frictions btwn us
n finally had to kicked our bassist out
i dun noe wat to sae animore...band's in a mess
a total anarchy
Finally, my gf whom i loved ever soo much dumped mie
no, let me re-phrase dat, she BUSTED mie to the fucking core
she made use of mie
mcm org melayu ckp...' jady bahan org'
haiz...she said she dun wan to be attach coz of studies
n i told her dat i will help her in her studies, not to the resort of breaking up
soo, we didn't break
and to my sadness, she stead w another guy behind my back!
wat fxcking shit is this !
u said u dun wanna be attach animore coz of studies !
n now ur attach wif another guy !
wth !
i haf given all u wan, ive tried my best to make u happy
ive done my part
but wat about urs ?
im patient enuf to let u go out wif guys n ol dat
n tis is how u payback to mie ?!
wat haf i done wrong to u ?
u reali shattered my heart into a billion pieces
why u do tis to mie ?
why u make my lyfe miserable ?!
i wan to help u in ur studies, n tis is how u payback to mie
u busted mie n stead w another guy !
u pk i nik bahan per !
i also haf feelinks ok
i love u ever so much n tis is wat u giv back in return
n i've been waitink fer months to get back my chain
but u r lazy enuf to search for it in ur messy room
wat is tis ?
u nvr even once listen n undrstnd mie
why ?
u told mie to cut my hair coz it suits mie w shorter hair..
i listen to u..i cut my hair
u told mie to cut finger nails coz its too long
i listen to u..i cut my nails
u told mie not to tell the things we've promised not to tell to others
i listen to u...i nvr tell
but wen its on my part...u nvr even listen to mie :(
lyfe's currently down to the fxcking core
dun noe wat to sae animore aft wat she's done to mie
dun noe how to express my feelinks animore
I'm Alone Again Without You
till here then
take good care
bye
'Shahreen~